Quirky admiring concise definite apathetic

1. I kind of come off as an awkward one. I'm not going to lie there. I've an affinity to make people feel welcome but I don't think I try as much as I wish to. Might be the child in me but I'm overwhelmed. I'm trying to bear with life and everyone in it. 2. I'm on a mission. And the thesis statement of it is to have people see the love and beauty in them by giving them mine. Whether it be in poetry or a portrait drawing. Done it since primary, not intention of stopping now. 3. I used to beat around the bush for things and goals I wanted. I'm not small no more. Can't be leaving hints all around, waiting for someone to pick one up. 4. I don't move my opinions quite as much these days. They're on solid ground. But if the past has taught me anything, it's to welcome new information with open arms but always keep it in the guest house. 5. I've always been undisturbed but I've only recently found out about this. As in, I'd make a joke that the other side might take offense to and not notice it or I'd keep pushing a friend for something and they'd rescind. One of my goals is to remedy that part of me with what I got. Awareness is still the name of the game Most of what I've written could be in opposition to my aim here. But I think, even if I spent ten minutes with everyone I meet, how great would it be if there's congruence in the image and not a new face time and again. Anyway, what I'd love to say to you is we're all ugly in our own ways but we're beautiful in all of them. Thank you so much. BTW, I've a lazy eye. Yep... outward haha.